LaThickums

I can't believe it's been so long without writing a single blog entry. I have been swallowed by the ups and downs of this overwhelming  life. Made me realize how it relates to self appreciation. You look at yourself and start questioning yourself  because wow self-love isn’t linear and there are good days and bad days. Sometimes I am convinced  that my image and my body is the sole reason for my loneliness🤣  I would cry every day because of the huge pile of flesh smirking at me  in the mirror.                          Now that got me reflecting about my first bikini shoot as a plus size model. i was tense even though i was in a comfortable space. i tried so hard to keep hiding myself behind the rob much to the irritation of the photographer. Thus as I had anticipated it cost me a shoot with a particular lingerie brand. Now as I write many ideas cross my mind as to how I could have done things differently. Anyway what's the point of weeping over spilt milk. Being a plus siz